Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Whacked It All Off

Our church sponsored a youth conference this last Friday  for about 500 youth ranging from 14-18.  I was a chaperone for the dance that night.  As I sat their watching all these teens have a great time it hit me that I have the same type hairstyle as most of the teen girls in that room.  My hair is half way down my back and all one length.  I basically have two styles...ponytail/pull it up or leave it straight.  At that moment I felt really out of place like I was trying to lay seige upon my youth instead of embracing the fact that my life is half way over and I am a grown adult woman. 

So last night I walked into Walmart to buy some groceries and the hair salon inside the store was empty so I rushed in before I lost my nerve and whacked it all off.  See Below


Do I like it?  Well I have mixed emotions but what I do like is that I now look more my age and not like I am trying to look forever young!


Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Winds of Change

So lately I have been craving a change...some sort of change, which is very unusual for me because I tend to like to be able to control things because then I have no surprises and I can count on everything to run smoothly just like it always does.  So this craving for a change is sorta throwing me off, and I have no inkling as to where or what I want changed.  Maybe it is just a sign of growth within myself that I can handle new and unexpected things with more maturity and sophistication?? 

I read an article last night about finding happiness with what you have and not getting so caught up looking at the things your friends and family possess.  This woman said she was so caught up in wanting a huge house like her friend that she was completely missing out on enjoying the lovely home she had until she heard her friend complaining and saying how when she had a bigger home she would finally be content and happy. 

This article really got me to thinking...am I missing out in everyday happiness because I am too caught up in when I find a husband, when I can afford to vacation on a tropical island, when I have a new SUV, when, when, when...?????  I just want to yell - STOP THE INSANITY!!!  It is time to get out my grateful clicker (via Hilary Weeks - www.billionclicks.org happiness is a click away) and see, really see all the wonderful people and blessings in my life right now.  I don't want to miss another minute of seeing the hand of God in my life and as I look for the good, I not only find happiness, but I see his love for me in all things.  Want to change your life and find happiness starting today...start clicking!  It becomes addicting and every time I get grouchy I just pull out my clicker and smile...click, click, click!!!

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Broke, Broke, and Broke!

I haven't posted lately because my camera broke and since I am broke...I don't forsee a new one anytime soon.  Especially with school coming up so fast and having to buy all the supplies and new clothes for the kids.  So I guess fashion is out and you are just stuck with my wonderfully boring life!  (After the drama of my last marriage...boring and secure sound heavenly!!)

I had a mucho relaxing weeking.  Got to take Friday off and spend it with James since my mom had jury duty and my dad was tearing out their bedroom floor and closets (termites...hate those lil buggars!!)  Why is it that on the one day off when I can sleep in I am up at 6:30 and can't go back to sleep.  So I got alot of much needed cleaning done before James awoke.  He is so snuggly in the mornings and as I was holding him he started singing,"Morning bells are ringing, ding, ding, dong."  Then he looks at me with his devilish smile and says, "Mom, my morning bells are ringing", and he farts on me several times.  I actually had to laugh...my morning bells are ringing.  Where does this kid come up with this stuff?  He must get that from his dad!! 

Saturday, I went to a 30 and older singles conference at my church.  I learned to line dance - The Electric Slide.  Just in case you were wondering... no I didn't meet any elligible men, the single men who came  were 50 and older but they were nice and we all had alot of fun. 


I have been feeling the need to take some college classes and start working towards my degree again.  But I am broke...broke on money and time.  Geez, my day starts at 4:30 am and I usually try to get to sleep by 10 pm.  I also feel guilty because I need to do more for others like visiting my grandma, donating to charities, and service projects.  So my friend Virginia had me take this quiz about how I am spending my time.  It was enlightening...I am going to share with you!!

Write down everything you did last week:
ate, slept, exercise-Jazzercise, listened to 2 books while working and driving, went to a singles conference, bore my testimony, planned upcoming Young Women's Activities, worked on Girl's Camp items needed, read scriptures, prayed, played with James and read him stories, gardening, got revelations, washed clothes, cleaned house and car, worked tried to overcome the natural man, had my testimony of Savior strenghtened from the help I received, repented, memorized a scripture, sang songs, vacuumed, did service, shopped, dwelt on being mad, visited with Grandma, emailed, looked at my favorite blogs, facebooked and went to church.

List 5 Lifetime Goals:
Temple Marriage, Becoming Charitable, Successful parent with children who have strong testimonies of Christ, Serve a Mission, be General Young Women's President.

List 5 Yearly Goals:
Go to temple every other month, work/learn how to make partaking of the sacrament a spiritual experience, budget better-curb my shopping habits, Lose weight, and work on being meek, humble and putting off the natural man.

Write down 5 things you would do if you had 6 months to live (sort of like a bucket list):
Go to the Temple weekly, Make a Dvd for my kids professing my love, family history work, write my life history, and spend every minute with my children and family.

Write down what you would do if you were going to meet Christ in person in 30 minutes:
I would pray that I could look up and see him smile at me.

Last Challenge:

Now take all the things you did last week and see how they promote your lifetime goals, yearly goals, and how they affect your life if you had 6 months to live and if you had 30 minutes before you met Jesus.  This activity will help to weed out the non priority activities in our lives.